working

I was working since 2010, so really late because my age at 30s that time. previous work was not fixed and it is unclear, although meet the my need everyday.( sound like i famous just telling my story hihihihi )
I suffer from a disease called Low Latent Inhibition. before realizing that this disease exists, I live as if in the imaginary world where I think life can turn back and I can fix my mistakes. I can remember every detail of my past simply by closing this eyes. I can remember a person and remember what they had done.
That's why my day in high school I was really indifferent to my education even though it turned out in the last year I can be more serious and can pass through it into the majors and faculty that I love ... history of science! where I get a rejection from my parents who told me to go to the tax diploma department in the faculty of economy. nightmare ..
I also chose my current highschool musical path, living in a world that I love ... true love ... maybe I was a dumb drummer that blind  letter scores but there is enough for me to listen to music a few times and then imitate drum rhythms with the exact same. I admire the former drummer DEWA 19 (album Pendawa Lima), and name my child's name as the name "WONG AKSAN "
where initially I wanted to named my son "Eric Cantona" and met with resistance from my wife hehehhe so I name my son " SHAH WONG AKSAN "

well back to the topic, "working". at first I was so selfish and idealistic (and foolishness too) to leave my wife and my son to get work in Yogyakarta, with the promise at the outset that once a week I will go home to Solo. and apparently building a tax system from scratch it is really very difficult where I have to convince my boss that my system can run well. Just because the job very too much, my daily overtime from Monday-Saturday and 8 hours of overtime Sunday. and finally I never can fulfill my promise to go home once a week and only go home twice a month. for 8 months of my life that is really draining energy, emotions and thoughts. until I get a job in Solo city. that experience made me more patient and mature. honestly, in the words of a wise man (hehehhe) work was not bad, much better if we slept all day. but the work makes us responsible as men (especially) and more organize our  family lives. life will be full of problems, and there is always a problem, but how we perceive the problem and solve it well is the duty of us as a good person. People is basically good, just the attitude and orientation course that makes humans different. I always believe in teamwork and dare plug body ( pasang badan inggrisnya apa sih hehehhe ) when there is a problem or error. work, should not be choosing which major and which are minor. all must be done properly and carefully in every detail.

live for tomorrow, live for the future, live for your family and fulfill your promise ..
Do not ever drop your work friends, never argue unnecessarily. be competition, work in a team and never pretentious power in front of people who are under your structural position. give space and opportunity for yourself to grow humanly. make your wife and daughter happy. Do not take anger to the house. keep the pain inside your heart because as men, we must not be weak.